{"id":10009,"date":"2012-12-16T06:40:30","date_gmt":"2012-12-16T05:40:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/msspinkyblog.wordpress.com\/?p=20"},"modified":"2014-10-28T09:10:25","modified_gmt":"2014-10-28T08:10:25","slug":"the-anonymous-writer-part-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/aceworldteam.com\/2012\/12\/16\/the-anonymous-writer-part-5\/","title":{"rendered":"The Anonymous Writer (Part 5)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I thought I could open up my heart to the possibility of actually loving someone, I guess I was wrong. I get tired of things so easily and I need help, am already tried of this relationship which isn\u2019t even up to a week yet. It\u2019s sad I know but that\u2019s just how it is in the vague reality of life. Oh well! Who am I to cheat nature?\u00a0 I guess there is love but our generation hasn\u2019t just seen it yet and that because it\u2019s not our time to see it and we keep on rushing into it. <br \/>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 I have never been hurt before, never ever ever. But, I have hurt a lot of people. I never wanted it that way though, I always thought I could manage a lot on my hands but I guess I was wrong. It\u2019s enough of my sadist tales, it\u2019s not fair to me or anyone else to really learn of what a bad person I have truly become so I think I would stop here on this issue until I feel I have found real love and then I would come back and write about the possibilities of my new life but until all my scars heal, I am going to be a wanderer of uncertified love.<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 -Anonymous<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I thought I could open up my heart to the possibility of actually loving someone, I guess I was wrong. I get tired of things so easily and I need help, am already tried of this relationship which isn\u2019t even up to a week yet. It\u2019s sad I know but that\u2019s just how it is [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"tdm_status":"","tdm_grid_status":"","footnotes":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[3,6],"tags":[],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p36U99-2Br","jetpack_likes_enabled":false,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"amp_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/aceworldteam.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10009"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/aceworldteam.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/aceworldteam.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aceworldteam.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/6"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aceworldteam.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10009"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/aceworldteam.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10009\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/aceworldteam.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10009"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aceworldteam.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10009"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aceworldteam.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10009"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}