Sadly, my life still goes on. Am not someone to emulate instead I am someone to be scoffed at, hated by all and pushed away from gatherings, I look innocent and act innocent but then everywhere I go my past still tends to catch up with me. I hate Adele simply because she reminds me that one can still feel so deeply in love, it\u2019s so sad that I have been damaged to the extent of no return, I don\u2019t know how to feel in any relationship anymore, my first kiss was a disaster and it wasn\u2019t even with my boyfriend, my eyes were open throughout and that\u2019s not a good sign. I really don\u2019t understand and don\u2019t know if I am the only bad person in ever who feels this way, I don\u2019t just understand how a woman would sit down and write a whole album all because she was heartbroken, this is what love does to one. Remembering my university days, my roommate in my sophomore year got heartbroken after a 9month relationship, she was affected so badly, it was really funny to me though because I didn\u2019t understand how one could feel so much for someone and get so badly hurt in return, it just didn\u2019t seem right. It took the grace of God to pass by him every day without hitting his head against a wall or something, after a 9month relationship, I couldn\u2019t understand how one could say he got tired of the relationship 4 months ago, it wasn\u2019t fair. My roommate cried for a week, listened to Adele\u2019s songs and even cleaned the bathroom, I felt her pain and this only hardens my heart the more when I think back on how guys could be so selfish and wicked so YES forgive me if I can\u2019t feel for them, they don\u2019t deserve it, none of them do. Probably when it\u2019s time for me to get wed I would open my heart wide enough to experience the soft feeling of love.
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 The question on your minds would be; is this girl a sadist? Well, I would call myself a realist, someone who believes in the fact that fairies don\u2019t exist, Barbie is just a doll and Santa Claus is just a really fat man in red. Time flies really and I have come to understand the disadvantage love has against it, when one finds love they know it, no matter how old, you just know deep within yourself that you have found something worth living for, I believe it\u2019s an interesting feeling, only if I could understand it and feel it. My first \u2018I LOVE YOU\u2019 was a lie, but I really needed to believe it to be true, sad how it wasn\u2019t though because now the only thing I can do is regret that moment and wish I could change it for the better good of myself, too bad it\u2019s too late. If you are really young and your reading this, I can boldly say that this isn\u2019t the best way to live life, understand yourself, be open to options, don\u2019t jump before you think, weigh your options and make the right decision\u2026<\/p>\n
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